I cant believe its been a whole month and a half since I last updated this blog. Honestly so much has happened in the last month that I could be here all day writing. We will see how much I remember, since it has flown by so quickly!
Construction on the houses has been going well. My primary task for the first month was to finish pouring the concrete slabs on the top of the houses to make them more "earthquake resistible". My crew and I were able to finish the last one about a week and a half ago! This was a huge relief for me at the time as I had been getting a little tired of setting up the forms and pouring the forms, as well as being directly in the sun all day really wiped me out and took alot of energy out of me. With that being said I did get a sick tan! lol It also allowed me to get to know some of the Haitian guys really well, as we would work together every day. While pouring the forms we would also set up the column forms for the porches, and most of them turned out very well! For the last week and a half I have been working on bringing the outside of the houses up to par. My job has been to set up forms for the concrete slabs around the porch walls and pour them. Much less work to set these forms up and since there are roofs on every house now I currently am working in the shade. I forget how hot it is in the sun now! Not complaining at all either :) Overall the project finish date is set for the end of April and from my view I think that is a manageable goal.
After this project is done, most of the Haitians who Ken (foreman) has trained over the last two years will move over and work on the Lamb Centre (massive orphanage in Leogane that SP is building!). There are about 10,000 blocks to lay there. There is also a medical building in Petit-Guave that will be built by SP too which will provide even more work for the men. In the last few days the men had become slightly anxious about if there would be more work with SP as their contracts were going to be running out at the end of March. We have been really trying to reinforce the fact that God will provide work for the men if they put their trust in him and honor him by being honest, working hard. On Thursday Ken announced to the men that everyones contract had been renewed and there was a definite relief and joy.
One really powerful experience that comes to mind that involves the guys I work with happened at devotions one morning last week. We have a pastor from Boone down for three weeks here to provide some spiritual guidance and he asked to give a little devotion to the guys. It was quite the powerful devotion based on giving your heart over to Jesus and not waiting any longer. In Haiti, (along with in North America) there have been revisions in their religion that has accepted practices such as voodoo, being unfaithful, having many sexual partners, partying etc even though they consider themselves to be saved. With that being said this is not the case for everyone and I am not one to judge who is a christian and who isnt! But this is what the devotion was based on. Not waiting any longer to fully devote yourself to Jesus and giving your life to Jesus. At the end of it, he asked whoever wanted to step and give their lives to Jesus to do so and 7 guys did! It was pretty exciting. In that there is a prayer request that the seven who did give their hearts fully to Jesus will continue to do so, and that more of the men will see God and only God as the answer and will give their hearts and trust to him.
As I mentioned above SP has a orphanage based in Leogane. I was able to go visit the children twice in the last few weeks! Pretty rewarding to say the least. The kids range from toddlers to pre-teen, and mostly all are so happy and full of life. It just amazed me to see how these children, without the normal childhood experience that I and mostly everyone I know back home has had, have so much joy and love to give. The experiences that these children have gone through at such a young age just makes me realize how lucky and grateful I am to have been born into a family that not only raised me with love and care but also loved Jesus with all their hearts.
This leads to the most difficult thing that I have had to deal with in the last month, and that is the feeling of hopelessness and the inability to do anything about the overwhelming poverty that the Haitian people experience every day. Along with these feelings, I also feel huge guilt when I think back at the times when I have been unhappy and unsatisfied with what I have. (I catch myself doing this a lot). I know that the most important thing to do at these times of weakness is to go to the Lord and seek his guidance, and it is amazing when I do seek to listen to him he answers. I need your prayers to allow me to continually seek and grow closer to him, instead of trying to deal with these issues by myself. I feel with all these feelings that have filled my heart, there will be a path in my life that will be shown by God. I just need to be able to accept this path and not resist it whatever it may be. Prayer, Prayer, Prayer! Im not sure if i have written this clearly or not but I hope that you, as my family and friends will pray me for me in this area of searching along with a resurgence of patience that has been lacking lately in many areas of my life.
With that being said I really appreciate the fact that, even though I have not updated this in a while, that I have received encouragement and prayer from so many people through messages. Means alot ... (even if i dont answer right away lol).
Love you all
Justin
After this project is done, most of the Haitians who Ken (foreman) has trained over the last two years will move over and work on the Lamb Centre (massive orphanage in Leogane that SP is building!). There are about 10,000 blocks to lay there. There is also a medical building in Petit-Guave that will be built by SP too which will provide even more work for the men. In the last few days the men had become slightly anxious about if there would be more work with SP as their contracts were going to be running out at the end of March. We have been really trying to reinforce the fact that God will provide work for the men if they put their trust in him and honor him by being honest, working hard. On Thursday Ken announced to the men that everyones contract had been renewed and there was a definite relief and joy.
One really powerful experience that comes to mind that involves the guys I work with happened at devotions one morning last week. We have a pastor from Boone down for three weeks here to provide some spiritual guidance and he asked to give a little devotion to the guys. It was quite the powerful devotion based on giving your heart over to Jesus and not waiting any longer. In Haiti, (along with in North America) there have been revisions in their religion that has accepted practices such as voodoo, being unfaithful, having many sexual partners, partying etc even though they consider themselves to be saved. With that being said this is not the case for everyone and I am not one to judge who is a christian and who isnt! But this is what the devotion was based on. Not waiting any longer to fully devote yourself to Jesus and giving your life to Jesus. At the end of it, he asked whoever wanted to step and give their lives to Jesus to do so and 7 guys did! It was pretty exciting. In that there is a prayer request that the seven who did give their hearts fully to Jesus will continue to do so, and that more of the men will see God and only God as the answer and will give their hearts and trust to him.
As I mentioned above SP has a orphanage based in Leogane. I was able to go visit the children twice in the last few weeks! Pretty rewarding to say the least. The kids range from toddlers to pre-teen, and mostly all are so happy and full of life. It just amazed me to see how these children, without the normal childhood experience that I and mostly everyone I know back home has had, have so much joy and love to give. The experiences that these children have gone through at such a young age just makes me realize how lucky and grateful I am to have been born into a family that not only raised me with love and care but also loved Jesus with all their hearts.
This leads to the most difficult thing that I have had to deal with in the last month, and that is the feeling of hopelessness and the inability to do anything about the overwhelming poverty that the Haitian people experience every day. Along with these feelings, I also feel huge guilt when I think back at the times when I have been unhappy and unsatisfied with what I have. (I catch myself doing this a lot). I know that the most important thing to do at these times of weakness is to go to the Lord and seek his guidance, and it is amazing when I do seek to listen to him he answers. I need your prayers to allow me to continually seek and grow closer to him, instead of trying to deal with these issues by myself. I feel with all these feelings that have filled my heart, there will be a path in my life that will be shown by God. I just need to be able to accept this path and not resist it whatever it may be. Prayer, Prayer, Prayer! Im not sure if i have written this clearly or not but I hope that you, as my family and friends will pray me for me in this area of searching along with a resurgence of patience that has been lacking lately in many areas of my life.
With that being said I really appreciate the fact that, even though I have not updated this in a while, that I have received encouragement and prayer from so many people through messages. Means alot ... (even if i dont answer right away lol).
Love you all
Justin